TGIF

I'm so frustrated. I realize this has been my "mood" as of late, but I just want to run away. Do you ever feel like that? Hubby is having all kinds of problems with the stupid pain management people. They have had the attitude from the get-go that he's a big druggie (at least that's how they make him feel) and the dumbest thing is that they have no idea what his pain is from. He's having trouble getting his meds refilled. He called to get his Vicodin prescription refilled and they said he had to come in (AGAIN) but they wouldn't make the appt. with the doctor he saw last time. They said he had to see the first doctor he saw (the one that doesn't prescribe Vicodin). So, Hubby's going in to see him on Tuesday, but he knows this guy isn't going to give him what he needs, so it's so frustrating!!!!! Then we're still dealing with this whole status change with his work. He needs to give them a decision on Monday. With his back and school, he really doesn't think he can work more than what he's working now, but our insurance more than doubles if they change his status to part time. Isn't that ridiculous? The cheapest way I can figure it is if Hubby keeps his insurance with his work and Piglet and I go on my insurance. It's still $50 more a paycheck (which we don't have) but it's better than $100 more a paycheck. I've had a headache for the past few days and this is why! I'm sorry I've been such a "Debbie downer" lately. Is that my new word?

Anyway, I'm really going to try and go to the women's thing tomorrow. I really think I need that. I, very much like Pepto, have just felt so disconnected lately. I go to church, pray, and go through the motions, but I'm just not feeling as close to God as I need to be. I haven't been reading my Bible and I feel ashamed about that. I forget, which is even worse.

I was so disappointed that Jase got voted out of BB7 last night! I really liked him this season. I thought Will was funny for telling everyone he hated them, but I wanted him to go! I think they made a huge mistake. I don't get the big mystery about "Mr. and Mrs. Smith". Why wouldn't he say if they were working together or not? I was also so disappointed that Kaysar's pretty hair was shaved off! I loved his hair!!!!

Well, that's it for now. Hopefully I'll see you girls tomorrow....well, some of you. I'm also glad to see Roomiestar back and blogging!